private property

Ownership

Existence, all existence, is based on consciousness, and consciousness is as much spontaneity as it is flow.

The sun is consciousness. Life is consciousness. Love is consciousness. Truth is consciousness. Evolution is consciousness. The weather is consciousness. Water is consciousness. Wind is consciousness. All these things are spontaneous, random, and entirely predicated on flow.

Therefore in the context of existence, and understanding that everything in existence is spontaneous, random, and based on flow, nothing can be held on to, nothing can be kept and ownership is an illusion.

A wise girls knows her limit to touch sky.Rpelat sapiesd praesentium adipisci.The question me an idea so asered

James Hopkins

"Na na nana na
Na na nana na
(All together now)
Na na nana na
Na na nana na

Life (na na nana na)
Life is life (na na nana na)
Labadab dab dab, life (na na nana na)
Life (na na nana na)
When we all give the power
We all give the best
Every minute of an hour
Don't think about the rest
And you all get the power
You all get the best
When everyone gets everything and every song
Everybody sings
And it's life (na na nana na)..."

--Opus, "Life is life"

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Reality

Reality is space, which is non-existence. Space exists for a reason, and the only possible reason space exists is to connect everything in existence.

Can you think of any other rational, logical explanation for space?

Go on. Take as long as you wish. And when you can think of another rational, logical explanation for space other than what I have just stated above please feel free to get back to me.

Reality is what defines existence.

How would you know what exists if it didn't exist in space, reality and non-existence?

Death is what defines life.

It's the exact same mystical principle here. Just in case you think I'm trying to lay some Buddhist philosophy on you here. This isn't any philosophy or belief system. I'm giving you a Qultura perspective and Qultura is 100% all about mysticism and nothing else.

How do you know you are alive if you weren't previously dead? How would you know what life is if you didn't know that there was such a thing as death?

All life starts from the same position of non-existence. If there is no space, if there is no environment then there can be no life.


"And I get the sweetest feeling
Honey the sweetest (sweetest feeling)
Baby the sweetest (sweetest feeling)
Loving you...yeah..."
--Jackie Wilson, "I Get The Sweetest Feeling"

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Empathy

Empathy is the that what connects all living existence. Empathy is as much sweetness (think fruit) as it is love.

Empathy is something which is so central to biological evolution that it shouldn't need any explanation because without empathy there is no biological evolution, no procreation, no sex, no love, no connection, no friendship, nothing.

All planet and animal species in this planet go together and there is a strong empathic connection for example between human beings and trees. We aren't quite as evolved or civilized as trees but then again we haven't been living on this planet as a species as long as trees have.


"Legalize it
Don't criticize it
Legalize it
And I will advertise it..."
--Peter Tosh, "Legalize it"

[Yeah, I'm betraying my...ahem.. empathic Rastafarian connections here, but there's a point]

Just like trees we have a biological function to distribute food throughout the planet hence our incredibly complex sense of taste, which complements the life sustaining abilities of trees, food distribution, shelter, temperature cooling, to name but a few of the diverse range of environmental influences possessed by trees.

You might want to think about just how many different plant and animal species come together around trees and how many different species want to be around trees.

And humans? (I think it's best we don't dwell on this and move on to the next point).


"Is it a kind of a shadow
Reaching into the night
Wandering over the hills unseen
Or is it a dream?
There's a high wind in the trees
A cold sound in the air
And nobody ever knows when you go
And where do you start?
Oh, into the dark

Bright eyes, burning like fire
Bright eyes, how can you close and fail?
How can the light that burned so brightly
Suddenly burn so pale?
Bright eyes...."
--Art Garfunkel, "Bright Eyes"

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Duality or polarity

It doesn't matter where you are on this planet, and it doesn't matter who you are, and it doesn't matter how you live your life, central to your experience of life will be a duality or polarity.

I'm referring of course to energy, and physicality, because you can only perceive consciousness and space, and therefore existence (and non-existence) and reality through energy and physicality.

You see both consciousness and space are infinite and go on and on and on and on and on eternally. It's only through energy and physicality that both consciousness and space have dimension, and form, and scale, and shape.

It's only through energy and physicality that you are able to perceive consciousness and space through how both relate to energy and physicality and out of this comes the light, the colour, the sounds, the noises, the tastes, the smells, and all the many other different sensations that go together with your experience of life, the universe, this planet, and everything else in existence.

Understand that as it's you who is doing the perceiving here, then it's you who is also doing the creating of all the different sensations and experiences which you are going through which you refer to as your life and your life experience.

Think about this. Isn't this amazing?

Nobody taught you how to create light and warmth from the sun. You did it all naturally. Nobody ever explained to you how you needed to make your heart beat, or how to breathe, how to circulate your blood through your body, how to digest your food, because it all came naturally. Just like nobody ever taught you to open your eyes, sit up, lie down, stand up, walk, talk, climb stuff, and move around, because you also figured out how to do all that stuff by yourself.

In fact everything that you know and know how to do about anything at all in your life has come through your felt sense of immediate experience, through your consciousness, and is stuff you've either figured out, learned or tried out for yourself.

Does this mean that you've done everything all by yourself?

No not at all. The exact same duality or polarity has existed throughout, that duality and polarity between consciousness and space, between existence and non-existence, between existence and reality, between you and your environment. At no point ever in your existence have you ever been separate from or not connected to your environment.

I guess this all comes down to how you define your environment, doesn't it?

For me personally environment starts with a physical body. All you are is a perspective of consciousness. This is your Principle - the sum total of your consciousness up to the present moment in time. Your physical body is where your environment begins, because it is part of the process of creativity and interaction through which you develop consciousness. This is your Process. natural Law is based on that duality or polarity between consciousness and space. It's all creativity and interaction, it's all process, it's all flow.

You probably think you own your body, it's your body, it belongs to you. Okay so what happens to your physical body when you die? Do you get to take it with you? Or does it end up as being part of the planetary environment and biomass? Does a leaf that is shed in autumn still belong to the tree? Does the fruit on sale in the supermarket still belong to the tree it came from?

So what if you buy the fruit from the supermarket? What happens to the ownership of the fruit? Does the tree still own it? Does the supermarket still own it? Or do you own it? What about if you were to eat the fruit? Do you still own the fruit? Does the fruit still exist? Or is the fruit now part of you?

I think I'll leave you to think about it. It's too complicated for me to try and figure out. I like things simple.


"Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain
You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today
And then one day you find ten years have got behind you
No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun

So you run and you run to catch up with the sun but it's sinking
Racing around to come up behind you again
The sun is the same in a relative way but you're older
Shorter of breath and one day closer to death...."
--Pink Floyd "Time"

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Time and energy

So moving on from ownership of fruit and physical bodies we return to the point in hand, which is duality and polarity, existence and non-existence, consciousness and space, and the dualities and polarities which really matter in life.

  • time and energy
  • life and death

Once again it doesn't matter who you are, where you are on this planet, or how you live your life, your life cycle is determined by your energy and physicality and this means by the amount of time and energy of your individual life cycle.

Your life cycle can be a long life cycle, it can be a short life cycle, but the principle remains the same. Your life cycle is determined by its relationship to time and energy and both are finite. Once you have no more time and no more energy that's it. You die.

You have no control whatsoever over time. Time is the one thing in life that you never get back. Resetting the clock is not an option because time flows the same way for everyone and once it's gone, it's gone forever.

Time is not an illusion as some people will try and tell you. Time has a scale and dimension that can always be perceived so there's a kind of reality to time. This is because time is space.

This means that everything is happening or flowing against time. The clouds are happening. The rain is happening. The sun is happening. Night is happening. You are happening. Life is happening. Back we come to existence and the spontaneity, randomness and flow of consciousness.

This means that when it comes to time it's not really the clock that's ticking away. It's your life.

But this is not just the time you have left to live that's ticking away. It's also the energy that is flowing through you as well in the form of a vast multitude of different energy cycles, waves and vibrations.

This is where we get to the illusion that some people talk about when it comes to time. is there an illusion when it comes to time. Yes there is. This is where I'm going to point out that illusion when it comes to time right here and now (this is something I need to do to finish one of my books).

Time is always relative to existence. Yes you can look at the clock and see that it's nine o'clock, and it's nine o'clock for everyone between the North Pole and South Pole in your particular time zone. But how you perceive time and how time passes is unique and individual to you, and this is relative directly to your conscious experience of life.

But probably like most people you're functioning on short wave frequencies - like a radio - because you're emotionally and psychologically attached to physicality and energy and you're throwing away most of your energy trying to cling to physicality or space. When you're living on a short term frequency of energy you don't perceive time properly and assume that you have a lot more time than you actually have.

This catches out maybe 80% of the human population.


"One day while I was not at home
While she was there and all alone
The angels came
Now all I have memories of Honey
And I wake up nights
And call her name
Now my life's an empty stage
Where Honey lived and Honey played
And love grew up
And a small cloud passes overhead
And cries down on the flowerbed
That Honey loved
And see the tree how big it's grown
My friend it hasn't been too long
It wasn't big
And I laughed at her and she got mad
The first day that she planted it
It was just a twig...."
--Bobby Goldsboro, "Honey"

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Life and death

What you need to understand is that you never know just how much time and energy you have available in life. Trust me. You don't know.

Not even those who are terminally ill or condemned prisoners on Death Row in the US who have a scheduled execution date know for sure.

A condemned inmate on say Texas Death Row gets a date, which is always always scheduled 6pm on the said date which is when all executions start and by which time the inmate is strapped to the gurney with IV needles inserted in two places and all witnesses are present - victim's family, inmate's family, and media witnesses. The inmate gets taken out of Death Watch at the Allen B Polusnky Unit in Livingston TX around 12 noon. They get driven the 40 miles from Livingston to Huntsville which is meant to be the last journey of their life. By 2pm they're placed in the holding cell next to the death chamber, given clothes and offered a shower and a meal. They also get to make phone calls till around 5pm when the phone is shut off. The only thing they get to say beyond that is their final statement when they're strapped down and ready to die.

However the US Supreme Court can issue a stay any time before 6pm or they can put a hold on the execution so it can start later. The execution must be completed by midnight for the death warrant to be carried out. If that doesn't or cannot happen a new date is set and the prisoner is returned to the Allen B Polunsky Unit to wait for the process to start all over again.

When you're living in short wave and not long wave time passes so slowly but also what is happening is that your life is slowing down, relative to your time perception. This is a particular issue for people who struggle with depression who need vast amounts of energy to recover and in a depressive episode their life can slow down almost to a standstill. Not quite something you can get over by trying to be 'more' happy, going for a walk, or just snapping out of it, is it?

The only way you can address this issue and speed your life up again is by increasing your energy wavelengths and lowering your energy frequencies, so you end up living on a much lower frequency of energy with longer wavelengths. This requires the constant development of consciousness and to actually let go of stuff and just go with the flow.

This is when life really starts happening.

But most of you only really start to do that when you face some direct existential threat and believe that you're about to die. Sometimes it takes a Near Death Experience or a couple of weeks on a life support machine in an intensive care unit to wake some people up to the reality of life.

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Some of you reading this would really benefit from spending a month or two volunteering in a hospice or even an old folk's home. Or if you're in London maybe we could meet up and you can come with me and meet some street homeless people face to face in Central London. Come and meet some people who are certain to die with some unresolved karma going with them.

Most people who die in a hospice, despite the efforts of staff and - if they can find one, a death doula - are completely unprepared for their death. There's no fear, no pain, just complete and utter bewilderment as they realize it's a process and slip away. They cannot grasp anything about the experience.

Spend some time around the relatives and friends who are left behind who are often so numb with the shock of what's just happened they can barely function.

Death and love

If you take nothing else away from this blog post, then understand that death and love is the only polarity that matters when it comes to life.


"Get up in the morning
Slaving for bread, sir
So that every mouth can be fed
Poor me Israelites

My wife and my kids they pack up and leave me
Darling she said
I was your's to receive
Poor me Israelites

Shirt them a tear up trousers a go
I don't want to end up
Like Bonnie and Clyde
Poor me Israelites

After a storm there must be a calm
If you catch me in the farm
You sound your alarm
Poor me Israelites..."
--Desmond Dekker and the Aces "Israelites"

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Which direction does your energy really flow?

This is something you might want to spend some time thinking about. Understand there's only two possible answers here.

So which direction is your energy really flowing in life? Towards consciousness? Or towards space?

This is where I have to confess that I find most people weird and hard to understand.

For a start most people seem to be afraid of death. I've been asked so many times "What happens when I die?" I don't know. Why are you asking me? I don't even know what's going to happen when I die, so how do you expect me to know what's going to happen to you when you die?

But this much I do know. Death is space. It's non-existence. You are existence. You are consciousness and energy. You cannot die simply because you cannot become space, you cannot become the sky. It's only your physical body that gets disposed of. It's only your Ego and self-image that dies. Your consciousness moves on to the next life.

Death is something that you never have to worry about. It's just like going to sleep. the only difference is you wake up as a foetus in your next mother's womb and a new life cycle starts all over again.

But this brings me to the next thing I find weird about most people. It's this belief that happiness, sanity and security depends on clinging to stuff, on having things, having people, and being attached to stuff. This is where I kind of understand why most people are scared of death - because it means that you lose all your shit, your whole life, and have to start all over again.

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I might be able to understand if this was a consistent position that most people take, but it isn't. Most people are perfectly happy for other people to lose all their shit, have their lives destroyed and end up with nothing, just as long as it isn't them personally who's doing all the losing.

Most people aren't actually living in any real sense of the word.

From what I can make out most people tend to build lives from a solid foundation in the fake, artificially contrived socieconomic system. Therefore central to everything is some form of work, a job, an occupation which generates an income, because everything in human society is predicated on access to money and property - ownership.

Instinctively the first question 19 out of 20 people will ask you is "What do you do?"

Specificially they will always want to know what you do for a job, so they can figure out your socioeconomic class, background, education, income level, whether you own property or money, or not.

Then you have the ideology. This is also fundamental to anyone's lifestyle, especially in Western society where having the right ideology and believing in the right doctrines and the right dogma is far more important than what anybody does. All the 'right' ideologies are of course based on some external authority. This essentially means that most people aren't even in total control of their ability to make choices or decisions because everything has to fit the requirements and rules of the ideology and it is this ideology which shapes and influences the conscious perspective of the individual.

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All Western ideology, be it religious or political, is heavily based on talk, symbolism, words, slogans, marches, demonstrations, waving placards about, a bit of shouting, lots of social media activity, but not much else and not really that much in the way of action or significant, meaningful change.

The West has never produced a significant female spiritual or religious leader apart from the Queen of England who is far more a figure of property and ownership than anyone associated with any kind of spirituality.

Doesn't matter whether the ideology is religious or political, the main focus is all around money, property and ownership.


"Andre has a red flag, Chiang Ching's is blue
They all have hills to fly them on except for Lin Tai Yu
Dressing up in costumes, playing silly games
Hiding out in treetops, shouting out rude names

Whistling tunes, we hide in the dunes by the seaside
Whistling tunes, we're kissing baboons in the jungle
It's a knockout

If looks could kill, they probably will
In games without frontiers, war without tears
If looks could kill, they probably will
In games without frontiers, war without tears
Games without frontiers, war without tears..."
--Peter Gabriel, "Games Without Frontiers"

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Where is that energy flowing?

You see if most of your energy in life is flowing towards trying to cling to, or hold on to, or access any of the following:

  • money
  • property
  • material possessions
  • ideology
  • a self-image or Ego
  • social, economic or political power

then you're in basic denial of your inseparability to everything else in existence on this planet, in the solar system and the universe.

Understand that I have been writing about the same duality or polarity throughout this post - the duality and polarity between consciousness and space, existence and non-existence, existence and reality. I'm writing from a position of the exact same mystical principle throughout. This is what I do in life - I'm a mystic.

Also, please understand, that money is just another variation on space, like time. Money is not physical or tangible in any way, shape or form. Money is just another variation of time. The token you're using to represent money in the form of a coin or a bank note, or a token of trust such as a debit or credit card, these might be physical, and be made up of metal, paper, plastic or polymer, but it's just a symbol and nothing more than this.

But money is pure space and just another variation on time. Generally it's what you trade for consciousness, some physical or material object, or access to other space, such as when you buy property, rent somewhere to live, or use public transport. You might have noticed that statement on the US dollar bill 'In God we trust' or the more convoluted UK version 'I promise to pay the bearer on demand'.

What makes you think you actually own anything you claim to have ownership of anyway? What is it you actually own in reality? No I'm not going to get into the debate of fruit and trees again. Let's deal with the reality of your delusions of ownership. Do you own the money you have in your account, or do you just have possession of it while it flows somewhere else? Do you actually own the property you live in, or do you just have right of access to it? If you do actually own property, how about you tell me also about that great empty void in your life experience where you traded off all your consciousness for that title? Do you own the ideologies you believe in, or are you owned by the authorities and rulers who gave you access to the ideology? Where is your autonomy and freedom with regard to your beliefs and ideology? Are you the possessor or the possessed here?

What exactly are you getting out of all this ownership other than peon slavery in some fake, artificially contrived socioeconomic system? Oh and of course the badges of Widespread Social Respectability and Good Model Citizenry.

What happens to all this shit you own when you die? Do you get to take it with you? Or do you lose it all?


"So we open up a quarrel
Between the present and the past
We only sacrifice the future
It's the bitterness that lasts

So don't yield to the fortunes
You sometimes see as fate
It may have a new perspective
On a different day
And if you don't give up, and don't give in
You may just be okay

So say it loud, say it clear (oh say it clear)
You can listen as well as you hear
Because it's too late, it's too late (it's too late) when we die (oh when we die)
To admit we don't see eye to eye..."
--Mike and the Mechanics, "The Living Years"

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Karma

Most of my shamanistic work falls very neatly into the category of 'instant karma'. This doesn't mean that I'm anyone's karma build up - please understand that unlike a lot of people I know exactly what karma is and what it isn't.

What I'm referring to here is immediate and effective karma resolution. You get someone coming to you with a ton of emotional baggage and a life that's badly messed up and 'POOF!' no more emotional baggage. It's gone. This is a standard shaman thing and what sets we shamen apart from all the life coaches and many of the therapists out there. [shameless plug]

So what is karma? I'll tell you.

Karma is the price you pay for living on the short wave of energy, i.e. more physically and materially.

Understand that if you're living in the universe the real currency - the currency that really matters - is consciousness. Karma is energy, it's physicality, and it's the energy that's between you and your natural environment slowing your life right down and distorting your perception of time.

Just like water, say like the sea, karma comes at you in waves. Now I don't know if you know anything about surfing, but surfing is all about paying attention to waves, and the sea, and riding the wave on the right trajectory so you can actually surf, keep your balance, and prevent the wave from doing you in. karma works on the exact same principle.

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The way energy behaves is determined by how closely it's related to space and consciousness. As we know from Creative Law the closer energy is relative to space the higher the frequency and the more traumatic the energy is. The closer the energy is relative to consciousness, the lower the frequency and the more dramatic the energy is. Electricity in high enough frequencies can kill you. But please note the polarity with energy through water and the sea, where it's energy with low enough frequencies, such as a tsunami, which does you in.

The sea is a lot more conscious than electricity, because its power is akashic and because, erm.. um.. its connection to the Moon.

Karma works in pretty much the same way as energy behaves in water, such as the sea. You start out with the big waves of karma and you either develop the consciousness to ride the waves and smooth the surface of your life, or you end up as driftwood and get bashed about and every so often stuck.

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But understand this, that there's going to be a point in your life, and for the vast majority of people this point comes in your life much earlier than you think - quite often in your forties, but definitely by your 50's when time and energy are going to start running out for you. Time starts passing quicker and you won't always have the energy to keep up.

This is when what you were doing in your teens, your 20's and your 30's starts to become very important. This is where you start to figure out that life isn't just about the choices you make, it's also very much about the opportunities you took from others and the chances you gave to other people. Those opportunities start becoming fewer and fewer once you hit your 50's, especially in the West where older people are generally seen as a burden rather than a source of wisdom, insight and therefore an asset to society.

I don't want to get too political or name names, or parties, but just take a look at some of the elderly politicians in the United States or the UK. I mean, come on, let's be real here. Most of the smart, wise, compassionate, sane elderly folks you find knocking about around political parties have got sod all chance of achieving any sort of political power or influence.

So what exactly is karma? It's no big secret (at least not to me) and I'll tell you. Karma is that inner voice somewhere in the back of your mind that always remembers, always keeps score, always keeps track, and - the older you get - always speaks up and finds something for you to either regret or, usually when it's way too late, always points out some fundamental truth to you.

As you get older and older, and closer to your death, and time passes you by quicker and quicker, and you have less and less energy and a lot less opportunities, that inner voice of your karma starts becoming more outspoken, louder, and - if you've lived your life pretty much on the short wave throughout - being primarily concerned with your status, position, class, property and ownership, inevitably you're going to have regrets.

Each and every time you get sick - even if it's just something trivial like a stomach bug or a cold - and each and every time some part of your body fails or stops working properly, you're going to think back and look over your life and start asking questions.

This is when you start noticing the big empty spaces and gaps in your life which could have been filled with happy memories and memorable experiences, but, but, but... but you can't remember anything what you were doing during that time because you were probably working all the time, staring into a smartphone screen every chance you got or posting the same shit on social media over and over and over and over again.

Forget about karma's reputation as a divine form of retributive justice. That's bullshit and is meant to fool you and lull you into a false sense of security. It's a trap. Karma is always something you do to yourself. Karma is Natural Law. Karma is the first principle of magic. Karma is what you choose to do to yourself in life. Do you now 'get' what karma really is all about? I hope so.


"Moon eclipse and you know why
Ghost rider in the sky
Beast of evil, Devil's hound
Tooth and claw, they pull you down
You know me, evil eye
You know me, prepare to die
You know me, the graveyard kiss
Devil's grip, the iron fist
--Motorhead "Ironfist"

I'll just slot another song quote in here to emphasize the point I'm making. Karma isn't something you should fool around with. Karma isn't any kind of retributive justice. Divine punishment is a human concept. It's there to keep you under control and on your knees. The reality is that you are way too small and insignificant to merit any kind of so-called 'divine justice'. In the grand scheme of things you're really not that much different to a brown dead leaf shed from a tree in autumn. You're a random event, a happening, fully conscious, spontaneous, random.

But it's also true that the divine is not something to be messed about with either. You want to start messing about with karma, the occult, magic, spirituality, the paranormal, and other such subjects - fine - but just as long as you're prepared to deal with the consequences of your foolishness and ignorance.

Understand that right now there's a hex on humanity that hardly anybody is seeing. The 'climate change' magic spell isn't working, is it? It's not doing anything to break the property and ownership hex that Mankind is currently under. The self-imposed property and ownership hex that Mankind collectively chooses to impose on itself. This is but one example.

But see certain things in life only have power if you choose to believe them. This is the whole principle behind ideology, all ideology. Believe it and it is so.

This is where the sheer value of elderly people in society comes into play. All the elderly people out there who are smart, wise, and consciously aware reach a point in their 50's or 60's when they stop believing and giving a shit about stuff that doesn't really matter. KABOOM!! Lots of emotional baggage and karma gone. Life becomes much simpler, free from much of societal expectations and the constant merry go round of socioeconomic bullshit they're much freer to focus on things that really matter in life, such as family, old friends, cats, dogs, and developing that consciousness which is going to get them a place on the ferry over the River Styx when the end comes.


"Dyin' flame, you're free again
Who could love, do that to you
All dressed in black, he won't be comin' back
Look, save your tears
Got years and years
The pains of seventeen's
Unreal they're only dreams
Save your cryin' for the day

Fool if you think it's over
Cause you said goodbye
Fool if you think it's over
I'll tell you why

New born eyes always cry with pain
At the first look at the mornin' sun
Fool if you think it's over
It's just begun..."
--Chris Rea, "Fool if you think it's over"

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Instant karma

Please be aware I'm trying to finish this blog post so I've taken an old love song by Chris Rea and decided on a bit of instant karma (resolution).

It's my way of getting across to you a fundamental truth about life - it's a cycle. All existence is based on a cycle because the energy cycle is the energy wave which both consciousness and space must interact with to expand. This is the whole fundamental basis of living existence. It's not just an event and a happening, it's also very much a relationship.

Death and bereavement is really not any different from that very first heartache and relationship break up, because that is exactly what death is, the physical ending of a relationship.

In physical terms - the bit which scares the hell out of most people - it's not different from having a surgical operation and going to the operating theatre. The only difference is that instead of having a body part taken out, removed or replaced, you're getting transplanted into a completely new body and environment and life starts all over again.

If you're the one who's dying, you won't feel a thing. Trust me. You might have a really vivid dream as your consciousness leaves your body but that's not much different to any other vivid dream you've experienced.

The hardest part about death is, without any shadow of a doubt, getting used to life without the physical relationship of the person who's died. Death hits those who are left behind the hardest - which is why I am so vehemently and passionately against capital punishment in all cases. Only a complete moron can believe that it punishes the guilty and nobody else.

But if you're the one who's dying you won't even notice that you've died. You're going to be so completely consumed with your new life in the womb of your new mother. You won't even have any sense of identity or who you are. You will just see yourself as part of your mother's body. What's there to be scared of about that?

So if you have nothing to be scared of whatsoever in terms of life and death, what is there in life that you need to cling to? What is it that is so effing important in physical terms that you cannot live without it?

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I'm being deadly serious about my invitation to you to come with me and me some street homeless people in the streets around Victoria station in Central London.

We could meet up at a Tube station, go get some food, if not sandwiches or prepacked salads - which homeless people get given a lot of the time, then some of the munchies and stuff like cookies, Jaffa Cakes, chocolate, portable high calorie stuff that helps sustain the high levels of energy they need just to survive. But see that's nothing compared with the energy that comes from the empathy of a really good, friendly, open-minded conversation.

We could all benefit from spending a bit of time with someone just for a bit of mental masturbation and nothing more. I need it. You might need it too. So too do the people on the streets who are homeless. They're recovering from one of the harshest lessons you could ever receive in life, one I wouldn't wish on anyone. A lesson which involves having everything you own and possess being suddenly and violently taken from you.

The people on the streets can give you lots of advice about what really matters in life and what doesn't. Problem is of course is that nobody else really wants to have anything to do with them. Nobody has got any time for them. These are the real victims of those delusions of ownership. We need to be much kinder and more compassionate to people on the streets.

But fuck.. I might as well just scream that at the wall than write such words here for all the difference it makes.

That's it. I'm done here.

So what are you going to do now?

I don't have any expectations. I feel I've written enough to know how to finish my book. I've got what I want and need from this blog post.

So what about you? What have you got out of this blog post? Anything? Something? I hope so. I really do.

So what are you going to do with the consciousness you've got from this blog post? What kind of energy are you going to create from it?

I mean after all it's your life, your reality, your consciousness, your mystical transaction, your felt sense of immediate experience - the only things in your life that you truly own (and take with you when you die).

Everything else is an illusion.


"Enjoy yourself
It's later than you think
Enjoy yourself
While you're still in the pink
The years go by
As quickly as you wink
Enjoy yourself, enjoy yourself
It's later than you think..."
--Prince Buster, "Enjoy Yourself"